Woke up this morning with a tiny headache - must have been those two glasses of wine on an empty stomach!!! Today will be a BIG CHALLENGE!!! I'm having a good friend over for the day - he is getting here at 10:30am! We are going to go boating and sit at the pool and stop at restaurants on the lake - well....you get the idea. Staying mostly raw isn't the problem, its the wine. I will just do my best today - again, its not about perfection, its about being kind to my body and realizing how different foods make me feel. And on that note, I felt a bit sluggish this morning and I'm sure thats due to the fact that I didn't eat enough food yesterday and of course, the wine. Anyway, I'm having my tea right now and will post my meals as I eat them or at the end of the day. Hopefully, knowing that I am writing down what I'm eating and drinking will make me think twice today!!!
A small rant - its about 11am and my friend still isn't here - he's running late (as usual) - and I have a "thing" about being on time. Its one thing to be late occasionally, another to be late chronically. He is the latter :(....So, I'm blogging this to get it all in perspective so I don't over react or eat poorly or drink like a fish because I am upset :)....so...now its off my chest and I am okay (not really)
Breakfast:
I had the rest of the cherries - I thought I was crunched for time trying to get ready for my friend!!! (Can you tell I'm still not over it???)
Okay...so this is what I do - old habits die hard as they say....upset, ride on the boat, stop for lunch, have a martini and a glass of wine, a salad with dressing on the side, drunk (sort of), home, in the pool, more wine, sex, he leaves, I go to McDonalds, feed half to the dogs because I am so full, snooze on the couch, wake up with a headache and regrets....and now tomorrow will be another challenge....I am NOT giving up....but I no longer want to call this an 18 day challenge...it is a life challenge and I am NOT GIVING UP :)....you will still hear from me every day, because I want to be accountable to ME...I AM OK :)
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