Insatiable

Okay....so, I'm doing this - for no one really, other than myself. I'm telling no one. I found myself today to be INSATIABLE - I fill myself with food and alcohol...and no, I'm not an alcoholic, nor am I addicted to food, however, I USE them inappropriately at times to "fill me up". I do it intentionally, making a pact with myself to "start again tomorrow". But we all know that tomorrow never comes.

I'm a 5'6" woman, normal weight (size 6), a few extremely close friends and MANY good friends. I am truly blessed. I have two awesome grown children - they are in college. I am trying to find my "purpose"...I volunteer - for breast cancer and at a local hospice....still...something is missing....more later......